Get her away from the quizzes already! Gees!

You are Sirius Black! The dead sexy ex-convict. Youlike long walks on the beach and possibly hateSnape with a passion^^ Go you! Which of the marauders are you? brought to you by QuizillaSirius!!! woohoo!!!Your sign of frustration is....Swearing!!!! To you,swearing is the perfect solution to everything.The more frustrated you become, the more youswear. You have a very large vocabulary range! What sign of frustration are you? brought to you by QuizillaI am? *blinks innocently*borderline Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by QuizillaEh.. yup. That's me. Barring the self mutilation.. o.OYOU SAW YOUR PARENTS HAVING SEX!!! what's YOUR deepest secret? brought to you by QuizillaO.OOk. Not. Enough of that.. Yeah.. Whatever.. By..

Duh.

Wow. I am a fucktard. I was supposed to go to Lizz's party tommorow, but for some reason... I thought it was today! D'oh! I look at my sheet once I get to her house and.. Oops! It's tomorrow! D'oh!Youre the Fire Fairy> You love fire of course! Youburn everthing you see, but youre very cheerfuland easy going. Now please vote for me even ifits a 1!!! Please!! Which Beautiful Amy Brown Fairy Are You? (with pretty pics) brought to you by QuizillaDumb quiz, but amy brown has awesome art.

Quiz. Yum,

Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurksabout you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,right? What element would you rein over? (For Girls) brought to you by QuizillaThis is me. Bored. But liking stars and such doesn't mean i'm CONSTANTLY depressed...

Damn

Well. Today was crappy.. Kelly got hit in the face at the softball game, DAMN HARD. She went into a seizure and well.. it scared the crap out of everyone. Half of us were crying or sick, I swear.. She's ok, only a broken nose and a fractured cheekbone.. which is ok in the situation.. but it was still damn scary.What else? well, my brother's betta, Bob, died, and that upset him.. but I'm a bit out of sympathy at the moment.. I'm.. yeah. Going to go now. I've got a bit of a headache..Damn. I hope nothing else happens...

*sigh* and life goes on.

Well. I went to Tuba Christmas, and that was fun. Really, it was. There were HUNDREDS of Tuba's and baritones and shit like that.. I can't even spell the names of some of the instruments that were there... There was this 100-some year old tuba-thing called a baradum? *shrugs* Forget the name, but it starts with a B and it sounds like an anemic trombone. Hrm.. Lots of people went.. lesse.. who.. Lee, Jessica, Samantha.. though she sat there and held the flugabone, too bad you can't bring flutes, hehe.. Mmmm.. Pattie had a baritone, I had a borrowed fluga.. Josh was there, Dan, Laura, and a bunch of Jessica's friends from BG. Eh. It was long.. and.. that's about all i can say about that.Later. well. Why do I always get depressed after I have fun? I think it's partly a blood-sugar thing, really.. Partly because I have a tendency to mull over subjects that make me quiver in fear and get really depressed. Like.. How tedious my life can get most of the time.. I do the same fucking things all of the time. If it's not homework, it's scholarships.. I sit on my ass, occasionally do things with friends, practice softball and band, eat and sleep... It's... Fucked up. And.. death. Anytime anyone just starts casually talking about death, like my parents and grandparents were at my brother's ensemble thing.. I freeze. My mind gets caught in a loop or something.. I.. I just can't think. I am SO afraid to die. I don't want to stop living, ever. I want to feel the wind on my face, taste the spring air, smell cookies baking or dewey flowers or a forest in the spring or winter when nature is at her most beautiful.. I want to feel rain on my face, be happy, feel pain... I want to laugh, cry, love, hurt, hate, LIVE. Never do I want to fall into the eternal darkness.. Yet, I know it will happen. Someday. Everything passes.. and I'm afraid. It's the only thing I can say I am TRULY afraid of. Heights, ok maybe.. But I can deal with that. Death? Damn. Never, no.. I can't.. I don't want to.. And it scares me. The thought of death makes my skin crawl and my breath shorten, makes me want to curl up in a feotal position and hug my favorite stuffed animal, sucking my thumb and pretending I'm an innocent five year old who knows nothing of death and suffering. I don't want to die and find out that there is nothing.. That everything I did in life just CEASES to matter. My conscience.. scattered to the four winds, my memories amounting to nothing but a few amino acids soaking into the rich soil. I don't want to find out that the damn christians are right and I'll burn in some hell for eternity because I followed what I thought was right and not a Patriarcial, sadistic, murderous and totalyl intolerant religion. I shiver... I fear for my soul, for my dreams. I fear.. so much. And don't say that I won't care when I'm dead because I won't feel things anyway... That's the point! I DO NOT want to cease to exist! To be nothing, to feel nothing, to MEAN NOTHING. Gods.... *shivers* I need to stop this. Damn long rant... I'm... going to shut up now... Even Tolkien and Queen Adreena aren't doing a very good job of cheering me up..

OMFG

Return of the King was fucking awesome. There is NOTHING else to say about that. It was just.. Incredible. The battles were great, the acting was great, everything else was great.. Though, I do say that Helm's Deep was STILL the best battle in the trilogy.I'm not even going to complain about the parts that weren't there.. Like, Saruman period, the love affair between Faramir and Eowyn (though I think those'll be in the extended version when it comes out..) the Palantir of the White Tower, the Dunadain (period, doubt that'll be there later...) Aragorn's finding of the seedling of the White Tree, the Scouring of the Shire (at all.. I wanted to see the hobbits fighting the big folk and blowing their little horns!) Pippen's interactions with the guards of Minas Tirith, Merry's admiration of Theoden, the grave of Snowmane, Sam's jokes about 'Nine Fingered Frodo and the Ring of Doom,' Sauron's ambassador (who gave the fighters Frodo's mail shirt and Sam's sword to show they were captured,) what happened with Legolas and Gimli after the battle.. and there's more stuff that i can't remember right now because it is almost fucking ten o'clock. Ah well. I think my dorkiness has to end now before someone smacks me for it. Though.. I'm still pissed about the lack of the Scouring of the Shire. That was my favorite part of the ENTIRE trilogy. Dammnit. Ah well. Now? I am reading the Unfinished Tales of Numenor and Middle-Earth.. It's quite good, even if the stories aren't totally finished.. There's stuff in here that was in the Silmarillion but never brought up much because there wasn't room, and there's stuff that hasn't been mentioned anywhere else. After this? Probably the History of Middle Earth... The Book of Lost Tales I and II. If the library gets it in. Man.. if i could get all the books, the trilogy, the history, the silmarillion, and the unfinished tales, so I wouldn't have to keep wracking up late fines for them.. I'd kiss them. I'd cut off a finger and give it to them as a token of my gratitude.. er. Ok, maybe not that far, but you get the picture.I'm going to go take a shower, curl up with my cow, and read Narn I Hin Hurin. And if you don't know what that is.. Go read the Unfinished Tales! Mwahaaa!

even MORE quizzes. Geesh, this girl needs a life.

You are Spearmint.You are quick-witted and sharp. You pay closeattention to details and you can tell what yourfriends are feeling. You are always the firstto understand a joke and you are valued foryour insight and advice. However, yousometimes isolate yourself from other people,afraid to share your own feelings.Most Compatible With: Cinnamon Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You? brought to you by QuizillaSpearmint! w00t! You are an individual,go you! You think foryourself and don't need to wear tight shirtsand short skirts to get the attention youwant.You are somewhat depressed but try not tolet people know.That where the cutting comesin.You're not one of thoes people who need tobe labeled and you dont have a group.You'rejust you.By the way,please vote for my quiz!What clique do you belong in? brought to you by QuizillaNo picture. ><. That's CHEAP. What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by QuizillaThat was.. Unexpected. O.oYou are naturally born with a gift, whether it bepoetry, writing or song. You love beauty andcreativity, and usually are highly intelligent.Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yetalso bold since you hold firm in your beliefs. What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by QuizillaYes! I am! And oh my fucking god, is that picture pretty.My inner child is ten years old!The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. WhetherI'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lostin a good book, or giggling with my bestfriend, I live in a world apart, one full ofadventure and wonder and other stuff adultsdon't understand. How Old is Your Inner Child? brought to you by QuizillaHrm.. That works.Morpheus ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by QuizillaMorpheus? Sweet. He's the shit. n.nUmm.. yeah. That's enough for now.On with the bitchiness.Lesse.. what has happened. Well, some preppy stuck up bitch came up to me at the softball clinic wednesday, and asked me to stop yelling a bit when i pitched. Now, i've been doing this for YEARS, and honestly, it wasn't bothering anyone else there. Ok, so she said it was, but she was a little stuck up liar.. When I ignored her and continued to yell, she started bitching under her breath. All this accomplished was getting people to laugh at her. What I find very funny is that her dumb-ass dad couldn't even figure out that you're not supposed to THROW the huge heavy balls back to the pitchers, since the other ones aren't paying attention to balls flying at their heads like the catchers are. Maybe other people don't mind, but I got a bloody nose and a black eye from a normal weight softball last year, and well.. I don't want that to happen again, but with ball that weighs a poiund. No way in hell. If I ever have to stand by him and his daughter again, and he starts chucking it.. I'll get my dad to ask him to stop. The dumbass won't listen to me..Ok. On to happier things.. The band concert went alright. Lesse.. the freshman band was decent, as usual, the symphonic band sucked, as usual, and us, the wind ensemble, were as good as we could be with a bunch of musicians that still didn't care. It was so simple, at least for us, that I could have played it in my sleep.. But eh. Its christmas music, hopefully the contest music will be better. Actually, I know it will be because we've sightread some of it.Hrm.. I'm going to see RotK friday. YAY!!! Four-thirty with a bunch of my friends.. hrm. And then Saturday I'm going to Tuba christmas.. Oy. Lee owes me. Borrowing a crap flugabone, getting it oiled up and half tuned, then waking up at 6:00 on a saturday to go play in a holiday thing? Ok, so I suppose that sight reading IS fun, and Tuba's and Euphoniums are some of the coolest instruments but.. Oy. I'm nuts. That's it.. I must be nuts.

Look, she found the quizzes!

You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver."And The Dragon seperated the virtuous fromthe sinful. He tore his eyes from his socketsand used them to peer into the souls of thoseon trial to make a judgement. He knew thatwith endless knowledge came endlessresponsibility."Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya(Indian).The Dragon is associated with the concept ofintelligence, the number 5, and the element ofwood.His sign is the crescent moon.As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent andwise individual. You weigh options by lookingat how logical they are and you know that whilethere may not always be a right or wrongchoice, there is always a logical one. Peoplemay say you are too indecisive, but it's onlybecause you want to do what's right. Dragonsare the best friends to have because they'rewilling to learn. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by QuizillaI like dragons. They're awesome. n.nYour element is Water. You are a deep person and agood communicator. Incredibably loving andloyal when your trust is gained and you arefairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water isin everything. One can be an Ocean or a riverbut nobody truly knows you. What's your element brought to you by QuizillaHm. Half expected...Ah. And now quizilla isn't cooperating darnit. >

quizzes!!

What's Your Outlook on Life? brought to you by QuizillaHrm. I suppose i am.. *shrugs*