Wednesday, August 29, 2007
AHAHAH!! STOLEN QUIZ, BOOYA
Lifted right from Kayt's journal. Cha-ching[spell your first name backwards] acissej[age] 16[where do you live] Green[four words that sum you up] Hyper, Random, Wierd, Ditzy [wallet] Uh.. buried somewhere in my black hole of a purse[hairbrush] Mine... is covered in so much hair I no longer know what it looks like[jewelry worn daily] Silver dragon ring on my right middle finger, silver rings on my thumbs, silver class ring on my right ring finger, assorted necklaces, a silver-and-black watch on my right wrist, and a bracelet and a watch on my left.[pillow cover] Some.. random cotton thing[coffee cup] Eeew. No, tea please[shoes] Black and red hello kitty sneakers[cologne/perfume] Nope[piercings] One in each ear[clothes youre wearing now] Blue DBZ shirt with trunks & Vegeta on it, comfy jeans, and a beltMIXED QUESTIONS:[wishing] I had a life[after this] Play FFX-2 or maybe quidditch[talking to] Kayt, Chris[eating] nothing[fetishes] Trees and shit, DDR, random computer games, and candy.. except reesees, yuch[some of your fav. movies] LotR trilogy, Pirates of the Carribean, X-Men, X-2, Spiderman, random anime...[somthing youre looking forward to in the upcomin months] Uh... Summer?[last thing you ate] Lasagna[something youre hella afraid of] Heights, death[if you could have any animals as pets what would they be] Rabbits, Snakes, assorted small rodents... Possibly fish...[three cities you wouldn't mind relocating to] Savannah Georgia, New York.. Uh.. yeah...[some of your fav. foods] Tacos, mac & Cheese, random chocolate stuff, ice cream, italian, teriyaki chicken[something you wish you could understand better] The meaning of life, the universe, and everything. n.n[miss someone you haven't seen in a long time] Tara... *sigh* we just.. grew apart.DO YOU...:[like candles] yup[like incense] yeah baby[believe in love] depends on the mood[believe in soulmates] again.. sometimes yes, sometimes no[believe in love at first sight] no[believe in forgiveness] yeah..[want to get married] Uh.. not likely..[want to have kids] not by birth.. maybe adopt[believe that you know the person that youll marry at this point in time] ...noIN THE LAST 24 HRS HAVE YOU:[cried] nope[bought sumthin] uh... well, i rented X-2 on pay-per-view[gotten sick] no[sang] I sing obsessively[eaten] duh[been kissed] by my mom, if that counts[felt stupid] yeah. Definately.[wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] Hrm. What is love?[met someone new] no[moved on] maybe..[talked to an ex] none to miss[missed an ex] nope.[talked to someone you have a crush on] uh-uh[had a serious talk] no..[missed someone] no[hugged someone] yeah.. mom.. gag[fought with your parents] always. n.n. not a bad one though..[dreamt about someone you can't be with] noSOCIAL LIFE:[best girl friend(s)] Kayt, Leah, Liz, Jamie, Amber, Renee[best guy friend(s)] Jon, Chris, Lee, Shane[boyfriend/girlfriend] no[if none, current dating partner] uh... huh?[hobbies] Computer games, art, reading... sitting around doing nothing[pager/cell] big, old, shiny blue cell that runs out of batteries half of the time[are you the center of attention or wallflower] aren't those only applicable in annyoing preppy parties that I wouldn't attend if my life depended on it?[car you drive] Ugly purple saturn with a dinged up fender, back seat full of school books and stuffed animals, and thunder cats floor mats[would you rather be with friends or on a date] friends, duh[job] Uh.. Taco bell, but not for a while[attend church] Hell no[like being around people] SometimesWHO...:[have you known the longest] Tara, but i've not talked to her for.. oh, years. Dammnit.[do you argue with the most] Parents[do you always get along with people] nope[who is the most trustworthy] Hrm. No idea, really.[who makes you laugh the most] Shane[who is the nicest girl(s)] Kayt[who is the nicest guy(s)] Jon or shane[who has the coolest parent(s)] Jon, definately.[who has the coolest sibling(s)] Hrm. Hrm hrm. Siblings suck[who is the most blunt] Uh.. that'd be me[is the smartest] JonPERSONAL:[who is your role model] Who needs one[pet peeves] Preps, idiots, stupid people, fake retards, sluts, that loud girl in my chemistry class...[ever liked someone you had no chance with] Yeah[ever lied to your best friend] Never[ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you] yeah.. didn't happen[cried over the opposite sex] probably sometime along the line[have a certain "type" of person you go after] Hrm. I really don't know.. Johnny depp is hot...[rather be dumper or dumped] dumped[rather have a relationship or "hook-up"] uh... pass[what is your fav. part of your physical appearance] the fact that I weigh about twenty pounds more than i look, oddly enough.. It's muscle baby! [what is your fav. part of your emotional being] O.o Er..[are you happy with yourself] sometimes[are you happy with your life] sometimes[if you could change one thing what would it be] Lesse.. end war, have a golfball put bush into a coma, and make life NOT SUCK. Wait.. that's three things.. oh well.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Blargh
Well. I haven't posted in a while.. sorry. ;_;. I was busy with those damn scholarship drawings, which I SHALL have posted as soon as I can get off my lazy ass and scan them in. But I'm damn lazy and quite attached to my video games, so that'll be a while.Hrm.. Christmas went.. expected. Mom was pissed because we opened presents 'too fast,' oh well. Hrm.. what did I get..well. ~Hello Kitty Jammies. Mom had horror stories of Hot Topic, teehee.~Hello Kitty plushie. Fake punk, but cute as HELL.~Pocky. Strawberry Hello Kitty pocky! *beginning to see a trend?*~A keychain and a convertable pen/pencil.. you guessed it.. Hello Kitty! My mom found a store... Oy~Done with that. Lots of candy and some money. Yum~Final Fantasy X. From now on referred to as My Precious (ok.. FFX, more like)~A ring.. thing. <.<. Eh, it's fun.~Some cool stationary from Hot Topic~Some... crappy earring things that look like fifty other pairs I own.~A plushie zebra and some candle.. things from a friends party. *so cute!*~A movie gift card from my aunt... yum. I'm going to go see Peter Pan soon, methinks.Hrm. My bro got Soul Caliber.. which has been played by me as much as him. It's fun... and Xiangou kicks as. Hrm.. I bought Neverwinter Nights Gold (fun, of course.) Final Fantasy X-2 (good as the first, as much as i've played), and Kyle got Jedi Academy (I'm on the last level already.) So.. What time that hasn't been working on art has been playing games. Yum. I think even my dad's glad I bought the playstation.. he's addicted to his hunting games.What else.. well. We went to a party for softball the other day, at some place called fun and stuff.. Hrm. It was fun, I suppose.. There was a lazer tag thing, but it was shit... half the damn guns didn't work, and the stupid 'referee' was a moron. A hot moron, true, but still a moron.Ah well. I spent most of the time using tokens to play DDR... AWESOME!! *dances* Ok, I was a little sore the day after, but it was fun at the time. There were some cool people.. though I think my mom thought that one guy was hitting on me. I suppose he was, a little.. and I bet if I'd been at college or something I'd have gotten to know him.. but I just don't want a boyfriend right now. And mum would have flipped. Ah well. The whole softball team thinks I'm absolutely nuts for spending about three hours getting sweaty on a machine, 'dancing' with other people who were just as nuts. Ah well. At least I wasn't the worst person there.. there were some guys that were simply HORRID.Yesterday we went to the outlets.. I think we bought a few more things than my mother intended us too, heehee. I got some spiffy boots, fun.. A book, March to the Stars, It's quite a good read.. seven bucks for a hardback, w00t! Urm. My bro got Quidditch, for the PS2, and that sure as hell is fun.. Better than I thought it would be. I kinda wish I could make my own team.. oh well. Who cares. It's still good. Finally, I got a T-shirt from Big Dawgs that's sweet.. It's a parody of the RotK, with aragorn in dog form. *drools* Oh, so great!And today? Well. I've been on my butt all day, doing nothing. Mum has some friends over, and I am alone. Of course. No one invited me to anything.. dammnit. Maybe I shoud have called more people, to see if someone wanted to come over but.. oh well. Lost cause now. Eight minutes to midnight and I'm sitting in my basement, watching a stupid spongebob episode because I have nothing better to do and writing in a fucking journal. With all my video games and presents and shit, one would think I'd be happier.. but eh. I'm just.. so so. I want to have some fun with my friends, but I can't. I'm stuck HERE DAMMNIT! Watching FUCKING SPONGEBOB! Urgh. My life is so damn boring and depressing sometimes... Up and down. That's what I am. hell.. I'm probably bipoler. Ah well. See y'all next year.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Monday, August 20, 2007
Bad Mom
Hehe. Mom dragged us (as in, the WHOLE FAMILY,) to see Mona Lisa smile today... Hehe. She regrets it. Yeah.. not a movie for little brothers.. I think they managed to touch upon every single sexual remark they could, plus ease in homosexuality (which is a big no-no in my mom's book.) As for how good the movie was.. Eh. Some of the points that were made were good, but the directing sucked.. and... yeah. It was set in the fifties about a school of girls, which automatically made it a sex fest. I've definately seen movies like it before.. Forget the names though...Hrm. Worked on my drawing some more.. I'll scan that in and show it once i get it done... And I'm taking a break and playing DDR. Whoohoo! It's a good stress reliver...I shall end on...You should be dating an Aquarius.20 January - 18 FebruaryYour mate is communicative, thoughtful and caring.Though he/she can be tactless and rude andsometimes self-interested, he/she enjoys theintellectual experience of sex. What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To? brought to you by QuizillaHmm..I wonder where i can find one of those. n.n
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Well....
Well. The party was fun, I suppose.. Watching the grinch, playing pictionary, presents... Though, I only knew two people. Ah well. It was a cheer up.Mmmm... Pizza and Junk food. Complete with plushie zebra and candles.Fwee! Weird mood! At least I'm happier now!
Sunday, August 5, 2007
Nostalgia sucks
Yeah. Thank you little brother. He just HAD to go show me some old pictures.. of Chip, of old vacations... Now I'm in a shitty nostalgic mood that's just generally getting me depressed. Woohoo. What fun. Yeah.. Y'know how when you're a little kid, and you wish you would just grow up so you could do stuff and your parents would stop yelling at you? Well, my parents still yell some and hell, I get to do more stuff but most of it is work. Yeah, I screw off some.. but I'm like, constantly stressed. I mean, it's christmas break now and I've been sitting all day working on scholarship crap. Mind, it's not exactly hard scholarship work, actually, it's a drawing thing so it's actually kinda fun.. but still. Little kids don't know how good they've got it. They really don't have much work to do.. they don't have as many responsibilities, but sometimes, I would trade the lack of responsibility for a stress-free week.I remember something I heard once, something like.. "we work and work to make our futures better, save up money, work our lives away.. and when we finally have time to do the things we wanted to do while we were working, we're too old to do any of them." That's me paraphrasing, and I totally forget where I heard that, but... Damn. I really don't want to work my youth away... And I wish I could tell my dad all of this, but I can't seem to get it into words. I'm starting to worry him, methinks... His little talk yesterday just managed to get me depressed. It's like, he's totally dissapointed in me. Or worried, more like.. He says he thinks I don't care, that I screw off to much.. I almost think he thinks I'm doing drugs, which I sure as hell wouldn't do in a million years. I mean.. Maybe I don't care as much as I used to. I really don't know any more... Damn. I need psychiatric help or something... to get stuff of my chest besides a stupid journal. I can't talk to my parents about anything, mom just gets upset and dad gets too worried, and yeah I can talk to my friends... but they've got worse problems then me and I'm a bit worried about, well, seeming superficial. Screw this. Maybe the party tonight will cheer me up some... Hopefully... Time to go back to my drawing now... Ah well...And... Two day's 'till christmas!
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