Blargh

Well. I haven't posted in a while.. sorry. ;_;. I was busy with those damn scholarship drawings, which I SHALL have posted as soon as I can get off my lazy ass and scan them in. But I'm damn lazy and quite attached to my video games, so that'll be a while.Hrm.. Christmas went.. expected. Mom was pissed because we opened presents 'too fast,' oh well. Hrm.. what did I get..well. ~Hello Kitty Jammies. Mom had horror stories of Hot Topic, teehee.~Hello Kitty plushie. Fake punk, but cute as HELL.~Pocky. Strawberry Hello Kitty pocky! *beginning to see a trend?*~A keychain and a convertable pen/pencil.. you guessed it.. Hello Kitty! My mom found a store... Oy~Done with that. Lots of candy and some money. Yum~Final Fantasy X. From now on referred to as My Precious (ok.. FFX, more like)~A ring.. thing. <.<. Eh, it's fun.~Some cool stationary from Hot Topic~Some... crappy earring things that look like fifty other pairs I own.~A plushie zebra and some candle.. things from a friends party. *so cute!*~A movie gift card from my aunt... yum. I'm going to go see Peter Pan soon, methinks.Hrm. My bro got Soul Caliber.. which has been played by me as much as him. It's fun... and Xiangou kicks as. Hrm.. I bought Neverwinter Nights Gold (fun, of course.) Final Fantasy X-2 (good as the first, as much as i've played), and Kyle got Jedi Academy (I'm on the last level already.) So.. What time that hasn't been working on art has been playing games. Yum. I think even my dad's glad I bought the playstation.. he's addicted to his hunting games.What else.. well. We went to a party for softball the other day, at some place called fun and stuff.. Hrm. It was fun, I suppose.. There was a lazer tag thing, but it was shit... half the damn guns didn't work, and the stupid 'referee' was a moron. A hot moron, true, but still a moron.Ah well. I spent most of the time using tokens to play DDR... AWESOME!! *dances* Ok, I was a little sore the day after, but it was fun at the time. There were some cool people.. though I think my mom thought that one guy was hitting on me. I suppose he was, a little.. and I bet if I'd been at college or something I'd have gotten to know him.. but I just don't want a boyfriend right now. And mum would have flipped. Ah well. The whole softball team thinks I'm absolutely nuts for spending about three hours getting sweaty on a machine, 'dancing' with other people who were just as nuts. Ah well. At least I wasn't the worst person there.. there were some guys that were simply HORRID.Yesterday we went to the outlets.. I think we bought a few more things than my mother intended us too, heehee. I got some spiffy boots, fun.. A book, March to the Stars, It's quite a good read.. seven bucks for a hardback, w00t! Urm. My bro got Quidditch, for the PS2, and that sure as hell is fun.. Better than I thought it would be. I kinda wish I could make my own team.. oh well. Who cares. It's still good. Finally, I got a T-shirt from Big Dawgs that's sweet.. It's a parody of the RotK, with aragorn in dog form. *drools* Oh, so great!And today? Well. I've been on my butt all day, doing nothing. Mum has some friends over, and I am alone. Of course. No one invited me to anything.. dammnit. Maybe I shoud have called more people, to see if someone wanted to come over but.. oh well. Lost cause now. Eight minutes to midnight and I'm sitting in my basement, watching a stupid spongebob episode because I have nothing better to do and writing in a fucking journal. With all my video games and presents and shit, one would think I'd be happier.. but eh. I'm just.. so so. I want to have some fun with my friends, but I can't. I'm stuck HERE DAMMNIT! Watching FUCKING SPONGEBOB! Urgh. My life is so damn boring and depressing sometimes... Up and down. That's what I am. hell.. I'm probably bipoler. Ah well. See y'all next year.